The Negative Bug Has Struck!

I've been bitten by the negative bug. And I imagine the little bugger looks a bit like that nasty thing. 

For the past 2 weeks, I have been down on myself and everything else. I've been getting my feelings hurt easily, and been trying to figure a way to climb out of this rut. And it isn't working. *Sigh*

My house is a mess and today I want to clean it. Maybe if I can put it back together the way I like, I can start to feel better. But let's be honest, it isn't the house that is making me so cranky. It's something else. And I wish I knew what it was.

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This last week I decided to redesign all the Brookfield Series covers. I wanted something that matched and I had a vision for what I wanted and decided to give it a go myself and design them. And I'm pretty proud of them. I had hoped that would spark my mood to feeling better. Pretty new covers that I did myself!  Nope. 

I have a revise and resubmit hanging over my head and trying to find the desire to work on it, but its hard because I love the story just the way it is. So I've been trying to decide if I should attempt to or not. :/ And to be honest, that revise and resubmit might be a good chunk of my foul mood. You see, it isn't just a little work, but i good chunk of work that was requested. And it's hard when its your work you've completed and you have to figure out how to change it. Oh, and did I mention it's a full-length. *sigh*

In my foul mood days I even went shopping. Yes, RETAIL THERAPY. And can you believe new clothes didn't lighten my mood. Perhaps if I had gone down a pant size it might have. :)

But you know what, foul moods are a part of life. And we have to keep paddling to get back to Positive City. Which might I add is the next stop listed for me. I just have to get through these miles of Negative Trail. 

Happy Monday folks! Today I am feeling the Monday blues. Maybe I should skip cleaning and just go back to bed!